something is stirring

something other than what has been the constant motion. still moments of motion, captured breath. back and forth and not back and forth. adjusting, shifting, choices. i am here and here. swirling, pulling up, spreading out, lunging, pausing. trying to remember to check in and check out and choosing presence and motion. light processing. backlogged and repetitive, and illegible. trying, doing, watching things slip and feeling fully into support. thankful for support. cut off, talked over, misheard and trying again. more communication. movement communication/movemunication and breaks. lots of exhales, sounds, rough sleep, love notes, cuddles. plan making, surrendering. exhaustion, surprise, supporting. living. living fully in the face of constant bombardment, rejection, hatred and ignorance. uncertainty. alive. alive and full of love. dancing alive.

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deep inside of the messiness of this life. taking deep breaths, finding stillness. this has been a long time coming, a return to a different practice of vulnerability, and a place to archive process. nervous, encouraged, excited, here; here in all that here is.